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終於放假了，有種說不出來的感動，或許大哭一場還能確切的表達我的激動。


想做的事情好多，又不自禁的很想列list lol


第一
我真的很想減肥 我受夠當個胖子 我不想要有muffin's top了！


第二
我真的很想學吉他 雖然我已經忘記是哪一首歌讓我有動機想學的


第三
日文 我真的想把他抓回來！好好努力才行 <3<3<3


第四
我想去玩 去拜訪大家<3 宜蘭 台中我一定要去！


第五
我想要充實的寒假 要更心平氣和 positive girl lol
















The Pains Of Being Pure At Heart - A Teenager In Love


讓人想談戀愛的好歌





Now you go unseen, perfect you'll stay hidden
And I can dream of things you'll never see
Alli please, if you are braver than the rest,
There's little left that could dispute your claim


And when you'd finally gone
He tells me you were dead all along
He was wrong, he hadn't lived a day
The way you lived your final days
A teenager in love with Christ and heroin


Now you feel ashamed
But he feels nothing of the kind
He talks of things he wouldn't mind to try sometime
But you've little left to give
Hiss touch is no a thing you'll ever miss


And when you'd finally gone
He tells me you were dead all along
He was wrong, he hadn't lived a day
The way you lived your final days
A teenager in love with Christ and heroin


And if you made a stand,
I would stand with you 'til the end
But you don't need a friend when you're
A teenager in love with Christ and heroin

yeah! i'm a dork

i know that i'm not good enough,
i don't have pretty face, smart brain, 


but i love being myself!
i'm a dork!


看完了YA片就是會有意外的放鬆。一方面看到帥男主角，加分加分；一方面就跟日劇一樣，有種即使自己不怎樣也可以有美好未來的感覺。雖然不真實，但這是個好的開始吧：）從期中開始就被一連串的作業搞得很想自殺，期中到期末一點休息也沒有讓人一直處在崩潰邊緣，因為一點小事情就很想揍人，我的禁止髒話計畫也都失敗了（其實之前也沒訂過這個計畫）話說成為更好的人計畫到底要停滯多久呢？


因此我下定了決心，我要像夏天一樣嘗試新東西（見戀夏五百日 第八日 米麗訂婚會的片段），最近don't bother me 的表情不斷（像前一秒鐘張媽媽叫我幫他做icon打斷我的網誌行程過程就讓我很想做那表情），強顏歡笑有點痛苦，因此我需要出去走走，我想約會(L)，林柔妤可以約我嗎？想做的事情很多，可是我可能需要你們推我一把。即使我很頑固，某種程度上。


live my life, get for it!
























JOHN MAYER - WHO SAYS



Who says I can't get stoned
Turn off the lights and the telephone
Me in my house alone
Who says I can't get stoned

Who says I can't be free
From all of the things that I used to be
Rewrite my history
Who says I can't be free

It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long night in Baton Rouge
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you

Who says I can't get stoned
Call up a girl that I used to know
Fake love for an hour or so
Who says I can't get stoned

Who says I can't take time
Meet all the girls in the county line
Wait on fate to send a sign
Who says I can't take time

It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long night in Austin too
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you

Who says I can't get stoned
Plan a trip to Japan alone
Doesn't matter if I even go
Who says I can't get stoned

It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long time since 22
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you

passion

兩個禮拜前跟張媽媽講過，熱情如火的我很喜歡現在所作的事情，期待把每一件事情都做好。沒想到又怠惰了。

where are you, passion?

j'aspire a la libre......

補歌

Meaghan Smith - Here comes your man

so be my man<3

outside there's a box car waiting

outside the family stew

out by the fire breathing

outside we wait 'til face turns blue

i know the nervous walking

i know the dirty beard hangs

out by the box car waiting

take me away to nowhere plains

there is a wait so long

here comes your man

big shake on the box car moving

big shake to the land that's falling down

is a wind makes a palm stop blowing

a big, big stone fall and break my crown

there is a wait so long

you'll never wait so long

here comes your man

there is a wait so long

you'll never wait so long

here comes your man

nothing is pure anymore but solitude

記得以前會不斷的思考，生命中的貴人到底在哪裡？羨慕別人有貴人的照顧，或許是因為自己不夠坦率，或是運氣不夠，還是不夠滿足，總是會想著想著變得很悲觀。

但現在想一想，就算對方沒有直接給我什麼，卻幫助我度過難關，或是讓我很開心的渡過某一天，那樣的人，在某種程度也是一種貴人吧！:)

今天上俊豪的課，就有種遇到貴人的感覺。或許我真的不夠出色，或許我只是找到一個有趣的材質而已，或許已經有多少挫折把我逼到死角，可是一句簡單的鼓勵（或許也沒那麼簡單ＸＤ畢竟俊豪把事情都講的很美好），都可以把我從地獄拉回人間，很開心這學期給俊豪教到，就像gima講的“給豪哥教到是種福氣“

最近好多聲音告訴我要好好努力，讓我發現有好多事情比想像中的有趣，或許我可以抱著這種玩耍遊戲的心態好好加油下去，這樣會開心很多。你我他都加油:)

She & Him - I thought i saw your face today

希望有一天可以正視你:) 否則只有回憶可以陪伴我

I thought I saw your face today But I just turned my head away Your face against the trees But I just see the memories As they come As they come And I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again I saw it glitter as I grew And loved a boy I never knew I thought this place was heaven-sent But now it's just a monument In my mind In my mind And I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again And the cars and freeways implore me to stay Away out of this place My mother said, "Just keep your head and play it as it lays" And the cars and freeways implore me to stay Away out of this place My mother said, "Just keep your head and play it as it lays" I somehow see what's beautiful In things that are ephemeral I'm my only friend of mine And love is just a piece of time In the world In the world And I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again

je deteste _________.

事實總是不斷的提醒我，自己的無能與懦弱。

自己所認知的，與別人不同。

別人的眼光，卻又無法不在乎。

想要成為更好的人，即使美麗的事物還是優先存在大家的心裡。