just don't look back :)

She and Him - Don't look back


迫不及待的想把他PO出來，zooey太可愛：）每次看到這種可愛的歌，除了從他們身上得到活力外，為絕望的自己感到可恥，可能有時候就是要這樣改變一下生活態度，Don't look back，這樣快樂才會長久吧。明天要比賽了，希望一切順利<3



She & Him - Don't Look Back from Merge Records on Vimeo.




Orpheus melted the heart of Persephone,but I never had yours
I followed you back to the end of the path, but I never found the door
And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work but you can’t let go
Oh, oh but you have to know
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
Quietly took to the dark of the day and the hiss of the summer night
The heat of the breeze was a cell block wall and when I looked you were out of sight
And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work but you can’t let go
Oh, oh but you have to know
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work but you can’t let go
Oh, oh but you have to know
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just wan’t to know you’re there
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before

Angst

差點忘了我在你心裡一點份量也沒有，只會有衝動的代名詞跟我劃上等號。之後我又對號入座了，太好笑。臉書上面646個朋友，到底有多少是真心的。我猶豫很久，還是沒辦法像科隆女孩瀟灑的把他關掉，我不想失去的是那群可愛的人，但不想看到的人也同時存在。我膽小的怕被我刪掉的朋友，會發現我的絕情，把自己關的緊緊的，似乎能擁有更多的安全感。


再過幾天又是那個日子，什麼時候開始我竟然想把他當普通的日子來過，時間又跨了一步，我是不是也有在成長，什麼事情可以證明我在成長。希望能在那天前想到 :) 一年又過去了，可不想只是原地踏步。


我好想念柏林喔，一個人走在街上也不會感到害怕。




The Whitest Boy Alive - Rollercoaster Ride





It's better that I believe
That it's over,
Waiting everyday for a line,
For a sign from you.


It's a rollercoaster ride
Of emotion
Paralyzing me,
Paralyzing me.


It's better that we build
On the dreams in our own world,
Than a bridge in between the two
That could never hold our weight,
That could never hold our weight,
That could never hold our weight.

JOYEUX NOEL

今年聖誕心情過的最複雜，實踐工設總是帶來很大的溫暖，襪賽好成功，才幾秒鐘iPHONE就把實況放在臉書上，聖誕老公公聽到我的願望，讓我拿了好多耳環指甲油眼鏡巧克力。大家買禮物都買的好認真，喜歡什麼事都做的很認真的你們，總是讓我感到佩服與崇拜。：）


其實想祝大家聖誕快樂外，有件事情我想了很久，因為不想要後悔，希望藉由乏味的言語傳達給你們。
今天早上收到來自遠方的聖誕祝福，但同時也得知一個朋友在一場意外發生了無法挽回的事情。他是我交換學生中第一個朋友，雖然我們不是最好的朋友，但那時後他友善的帶我接觸了其他的交換學生，我很後悔在過去三年沒有把我對於他的感謝傳達給他。我未曾讓他知道過我是怎麼樣的喜歡他，各奔東西後，我依舊期待未來的重逢，但我未曾努力讓對方知道自己的感受。
自己年輕無所不能的想法，收起來吧。不希望工設人，每個人畢業都有一個四十歲的身體。好好照顧自己，該睡覺就睡覺、吃的健康一點、少抽煙少喝酒、主動告訴朋友你有多喜歡他們，不然錯過了，即使在臉書上依舊看得到他的身影，也只是虛像而已。你們對我太重要，真的要好好照顧自己，即使我們還年輕。


史上心情最複雜的聖誕節，我會記得他的笑容參加今晚的聖誕舞會。
歲末想想過去這一年來為我付出的朋友，接下來讓我為你們付出吧：）
Merry XMAS, i love you all

i crave you

Hello.
We NEED each other.

Remember me

Please remember me when I'm gone
Smile when you think about me singing you this song
and I will look above the clouds into
the great mysterious blue
and think about you singing along


Now when I'm looking at you
all I see is a melody arranged in triplet form
sung so soft, and so it seems
even if I lose the moment or the tune
I'll think about you singing to me