2009-10-31

tirck or treat

或許在別人眼中,自己並不是最好的。沒有自信的指數飆高,但還是因為每一次對自己精神喊話的過程中又再一次的變得很熱血。

我喜歡跟林柔妤高中時為哪個青春小哥兒付出青春,為了哪個遠大的目標不斷的努力(去日本?)。林小姐總是能讓我也想要好好努力!:)

人長大了,好像事情都沒有這麼容易,考慮的事情變多了,多個夢想重疊而模糊不清。但還是得從每一個小地方開始著手。 “我想要當個有能力的人“ 這樣告訴自己,好像就會有一點改善。












雖然這麼說,待會就要跟姊姊一起去萬聖節市集玩樂。
林柔妤放我鴿子 我記住了XD








The Cranberries - Zombie
為了有萬聖節的氣氛,還有打殭屍的這股流行。
Another head hangs lowly, Child is slowly taken. And the violence caused such silence, Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me, it's not my family. In your head, in your head they are fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are crying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou... Another mother's breakin', Heart is taking over. When the vi'lence causes silence, We must be mistaken. It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen. In your head, in your head they're still fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are dying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...




The Cranberries - Linger
我的網誌一定要有情歌:)

2009-10-24

lazy

我做了一個小小的研究,我一直很不懂要如何輕易的把自己的內心話打在網誌上面,這麼公開的場合裡,輕易的把自己討厭的自己喜歡的自己內心的全部打出來。好困難喔。

好像很容易就傷透了一個人的心
或是很容易就把自己矛盾面擺出來給其他人看


但或許也是因為不安全感,想要別人更了解自己。
言語無法傳達的,就在這麼公開的地方小小解放了一下

其實我把無名的角色,就定位在發泄情緒這一塊

只是沒有人能真的猜中密碼,猜中密碼的人,大概可以當第二個書華了。


雖然該死的原則 “不願意“,是不是有時候要說出來才能讓自己好過一點。












btw 今天逛了一下facebook
看到以前在法國的幾個交換學生朋友,每個人好像都很好

有人交了DJ男朋友(說不定只是哪個名人 只是我解釋成DJ)
有人結婚了 (在拉斯維加斯 穿著漂亮的婚紗拍好笑的照片)
有人參加了聰明但很美的model選拔賽
有人回到法國追逐自己瘋狂的法國夢

大家都很認真的在過自己的生活
每一張照片都讓我很想要參與他們的生活

我是在崇洋媚外 還是尚未找到自己想要的

到了民國一百年我是不是還在用“努力會兌現“來安撫自己
或是就不努力了

知道要給自己多一點信心
LAZY的程度 好像沒有辦法在給自己多少信心


god damn i'm gettin' old
mais j'ai aucun d'idee de mon avenir...





是不是太不小心的打得太內心
anyway good luck for myself




Green day - Last night on earth

最近因為fernando推薦的album wash, 下載了好多專輯
而且非常流行。green day也是其中一個


I text a postcard, sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you

With every breath that I am worth
Here on Earth
I'm sending all my love to you

So if you dare to second guess
You can rest assured
That all my love's for you

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
Did I ever make it through?

2009-10-04

you may scream

donne-moi ton amour, et je vais sans doute me sentir mieux.

暑假雖然早在一個多月前就結束了,但好像就還是昨天的事情。升上大二真的像天線講的,大一根本在瞎忙,大二每個禮拜的作業都好多。原本很開心的可以自己選課,就莫名奇妙選了一堆課,搞得每天晚上都要好晩才能回家,原本充滿熱忱的打工,也將在近期結束了,有一種世事難料的感覺,很開心可以有週末了,但同時也好捨不得那邊上課的友善同學,上禮拜天(就昨天)有一個學生還說我不上班,他就不報名了。尬始 雖然很客套,但還是很窩心:)

btw 在這段沒寫網誌的時間,實在發生太多事情了。所以就簡單紀錄一下事情,不然我的網誌又要變作文了,而且是小學生的作文。:P

九月初 開學前一週就跟洪媜媜跑去泰國玩,天底下怎麼會有這麼好康的事情,跟朋友一起出去玩,真的是夢寐以求。整個暑假沒做什麼事情,難得能出去玩,就是去泰國!!其實張媽媽原本答應酥滑去泰國是去跟四面佛還願的,但最後還是不小心演變成買東西之旅:)還有意外的法國同學會<3>

話說,最近因為星期三晚上都要上課,每個星期三都可以跟石書回家,上禮拜回家的時候我們就順道去了我之前常去的七一一,竟然巧遇之前上日文課覺得很帥的店員,更巧的是他是石書的朋友的朋友的男朋友,這個世界太小了,三年前的美夢就在這麼一個夜晚毀了,可喜可賀。

忙碌的大二,瑣碎事情好多,十二月要跟詹翻先一起去參加delf的考試,希望能通過:)
好多事情一直發生,希望l'amour也可以像洪媜媜媽媽說得那樣容易
今天好晚了 先打這樣好了,不好意思 打了一篇沒有內容的網誌。


Mew - Special
因為想要認識一個特別的人,或是成為一個特別的人,我選了這首歌。


You're special


You're like rocket through me


Ohh, you're special


You're a rocket to me


And I cannot this time

Agarina
You can't say no


Agarina
This time you will go

You're special


You're like a rocket through me


Ohh, you're special


You're a rocket to me


And I cannot this time

There's a taste that you can't shake


But you can't seem to let them go awry


I know you're special


You're a rocket to me


At this surprised
All the time

I know what you said to me


And I don't care at the same time


But I'll take you up and down


Address it to you
Honey bee


I know what you said to me


And I don't care at the same time


And what do you stay to do?


I saw the worst of you