2013-02-28

Loneliness is only love's hologram.

從陷下去開始,就要有心理準備爬起來。
曾經以為距離會成全我的任性,可以讓我更自在的做自己,但卻被它無形的綁住。


Snowmine - Hologram



He watched her walk by everyday
From his eighteenth floor apartment
And while it's been so long since he'd held a hand
That he forgot just what it felt like
To feel his bones burning inside

Loneliness is only love's hologram
It hangs above your head just like a star
But when you know its burning out,
You give it one last nod and then it's gone
Then it's gone

Little did he know,
That she lived just one floor below him.
And when she crept inside his head,
Took control of each scenario,
He could busy himself with tasks to keep him sane.

Loneliness is only love's hologram
It hangs above your head just like a star
But when you know it's burning out,
You give it one last nod and then it's gone

But the time we spend in solitary infatuation
Aren't wasted by the people we want to love
They're just absorbed into the air
And saved until the moment you're dreaming of
You're dreaming of

And then he saw her in the stairs
She was as real as real gets
And then she said her name,
And he said nice to meet you
She said I feel the same
We all feel the same





2012-10-04

(60) Days of Summer


一畢業後這一切都像美劇一樣荒謬,無限反覆默唸 drama drama drama。認識了你是我這輩子最幸福的事情,maybe just so far,不敢把話講的太絕,但你的確給了我很大的勇氣去面對接下來的每一天。

回想過去兩個月的每一天,海邊的夜晚,愜意的午睡,暢談曖昧心事的串燒店,讓人害羞又討人厭的捷運閃吻,美術館的互相凝視,胸口的心跳聲,之後你告訴我要好好照顧自己,感受你脈搏的跳動,你過分的浪漫,讓我每每想起都臉紅心跳。就算每天不能如此的美好,至少你提醒我了,世界還有像你這樣人,發生像我們之間那樣美好的事物存在。

喜歡你,喜歡你喜歡的我。我會很努力很努力,好好照顧自己,你不用擔心。

我知道我們還會在相見,雖然不知道是什麼時候。

2012-01-29

goodbye coward


不對你期待,對自己的要求比較重要,明天就要開始忙碌了,一點慌張,一點想偷閒的心態。這一切我沒有做好過,至少沒有達到自己的期許過,碰碰撞撞,慌慌張張,隨隨便便。對這樣的自己感到厭煩,不斷抱怨一切,受夠了。

這樣衝刺六個月,之後我要逃離這裡,就算那裡沒人懂我沒人認識我,我想要在那裡盡情的做自己。

再見膽小鬼張書滑,嗨工作狂勇士!



2011-10-29

anata


一切像是沒有發生過一樣,但依舊沒有辦法阻止我的藍色。我笑,我哭,我難過。我只需要一聲對不起,還有一個擁抱。

有些事情不是不說,只是不知道怎麼開口。如果信任是永恆就好了,我就不會犯那麼多錯。

取笑我吧!



還是好掛念去年暑假,好喜歡那時候的自己。人生沒有那麼多煩惱那有多好。

討厭過度滑稽的言語,只要對我微笑就好了,這樣我會很好。









aiko - ずっと





2011-10-25

selfish


我 都是我