anata

一切像是沒有發生過一樣，但依舊沒有辦法阻止我的藍色。我笑，我哭，我難過。我只需要一聲對不起，還有一個擁抱。

有些事情不是不說，只是不知道怎麼開口。如果信任是永恆就好了，我就不會犯那麼多錯。

取笑我吧！



還是好掛念去年暑假，好喜歡那時候的自己。人生沒有那麼多煩惱那有多好。

討厭過度滑稽的言語，只要對我微笑就好了，這樣我會很好。









aiko - ずっと

selfish

我 都是我

way too long

尋根，之後還是不小心的找到你。以為時間終究會沖淡所有的不完美，但我還是想了你，想起了他，想起了過去。膽小的知道自己無法跨出那一步，但總是在心裡有個美好的幻想，有一天我會告訴你，你曾經對我很重要。

這時候我才驚覺，你給我的傷不是一兩頁小說說的完的。

多次的渴望投入誰的懷裡，但踏不出去，怕這一切又只是謊言。

不要這樣對我，如果你曾把我當朋友看的話。

The Kooks - Killing me





It's killing me
Yeah, the thing that you can do
That no one else can do to me at all

Am I wasting my time
As I feel that I'll go out
And find someone's out of love too

And if I had to do it all again
I were to feel the love that I know you can send
[?]
Did I move too close
When the wind blow her away
When the wind blow her away

And I saw you cry
So I know you didn't mean
To creep into my dreams just to turn me down

You say you feel so used
But it is you who turned it on
And used all of your chance just to bring me in

And everybody knows the games she plays
And every time she loses she runs away
[?]
Did I move too close
When the wind blow her away
When the wind blow her today
When the wind blow her away

But you can help me out
I want to love you again
But you can help me out
I want to love you again
'cause I feel so cold without sun
I've got to [?] I can't [?]

When the wind blow her away
When the wind blow her away
When the wind blow her away

Fantasies

大四好辛苦又好開心。我覺得我抓到了一點讓自己開心的訣竅，因為至少有一點時間做自己想做的事情吧。借了好幾本好好看的書，好幸福。


希望自己能一直這樣下去，即使是小事也可以開心。


其實是為了ｐｏ首歌才打網誌，好久沒這麼想分享一首歌，聽一下，但全世界都找不到他的歌詞，就放任不管了。




Karl X Johan - Fantasies 



載歌可以到這裡:) 
http://soundcloud.com/eeemotion/karl-x-johan-fantasies

Mauvaise Nouvelle

又一個夏天的開始，我卻留戀於去年夏天，太多不真實的美好，讓人想要繼續走下去，想要這樣無憂無慮的快樂生活。想當初雖然住的偏遠，但能像在Tegel被樹林環繞那樣美的環境居住，但有什麼不好呢？迷戀柏林的，或許不是他那有如台北那親和力十足的街景，而是不管在哪裡都有一塊屬於自己的回憶，讓心休息的地方。


連自己都快受不了的活在過去，什麼時候才會回來現實呢？




CUT COPY - We Fight For Diamonds/Unforgettable Season


favorite song for always :)





This is what I thought you said
Talking on the phone
Just walk away
And cry
Cause so long


The holidays we spent will fade
Now that I've been gone
Just remember
That we met
You're still at home


Listen to the voice that says alright
This is start and not the end tonight


You sent an SOS away
Reach across the sky
through glowing windows
We stare
But not at home


Times like this you wonder why
It's even worth your while
Just count the silence
These days
Until you smile


Listen to the voice that says alright
This is start and not the end tonight


Listen to the voice that says alright
This is start and not the end tonight

Vac

再一次延續陌生人系列。假期的開始，除了畢製，其他願望也要慢慢進行才行，可不想畢業時後悔什麼都沒做。






Van She - Strangers





You can blind me with your foxy lips
i'll let you run me down
big shoes won't you come with me in the rain
i want you
big shoes can you formulate
Any way is something
I have fun with you
its non-saturated fat


cause strangers talk
be careful what you feel
there's something there
I told ya, i'm not done with you


Might teach her tricks to be your heart
she won't let me down
hey tangerine you've fallen
dance with me or notice someone else
i'm going to kiss you on your back
i feel so ..up
changing me cause i am nothing anyway


cause strangers talk
be careful what you feel
there's something there
I told ya, i'm not done with you


cause strangers talk
careful what you feel
there's something there
I told ya, i'm not done with you
done with you
done with you


Can you pretend I'm not French the way you thought
over there chucking with someone else in the dark
home again, i know it's really you, turning blue
now i'm alone seeing space ships in the dark (space ships, space ships)


cause strangers talk
careful what you feel
there's something there
I told ya, i'm not done with you


cause strangers talk
careful what you feel
there's something there
I told ya, i'm not done with you
done with you
done with you
you
done with you

never

才發現這些都只是我逃避現實的小把戲，說自己不夠勇敢只是想要得到一些關懷，但我可能還是被你們看穿了吧！I don't care！我好想趕快找到自己，趕快做自己想做的事情。

laisse moi

心糾結在一起，不知道為什麼而難過，為了探討內心的不愉快因素，搞的自己暈頭轉向，讓人想到猶太博物館的恐懼，如果沒有煩惱就好了，如果每個煩惱都可以因為睡一覺就可以消逝的話，那我需要永遠沈睡在我的小宇宙。


把臉書關了，每個人都問我什麼事情讓我難過的需要把臉書關起來，我不知道，但我現在我真的不想看到他，喜歡厭惡一線之隔，看到臉書我只想大哭一場。沒有原因的大哭一場。


如果我也可以跟你一樣勇敢就好了。輕生的想法不能出現，如果解決的辦法存在，我想要進入一個沒有結局的睡眠。


為什麼一定要當輸家。


有點想念你，你什麼時候回來。






feldberg - don't be a stranger





Don´t be a stranger


Clear your head
Come on over ′cause I need you here
It′s been so long and I don′t
Have no fear
When you′re close to me
I feel at ease
So don′t be don′t be a stranger to me


You were shy
You sized me up when I was walking by
My imagination just went rolling on
Come on over cause it′s been too long
So don′t be don′t be a stranger to me


Oh I need you now
Oh I need you now
Oh I need you now
Oh I need you
Don′t be don′t be a stranger to me

reve

喜歡慵懶的躺在床上除了白日夢什麼都不做，不喜歡束縛卻總是被小宇宙給牽絆著。


喜歡一個人勇敢的走在街上不需要陪伴，但無法想像沒有你們的日子。
















從小到大總是這樣，陪我回家，好嗎？




Russian Red. - Loving Stranger







I’ve got a hole in my pocket
where all the money has gone
and I’ve got a whole lot of work
to do with your heart
cause it’s so busy, mine’s not


Loving strangers, loving strangers,
loving strangers, oh…


It’s just the start of the winter
and I’m all alone
and I’ve got my eye right on you
give me a coin and I'll take you to the moon
give me a beer and I’ll kiss you so foolishly,
like you do when you lie, when you’re not in my thoughts,
like you do when you lie and I know it’s not my imagination


Loving strangers, loving strangers,
loving strangers, oh…

spring break

怎麼會這麼想談戀愛呢？想好好珍惜你們，但你們怎麼都沒有聽到呢？思念很累，但因為不想當傻瓜，總是無法踏出那一步。真糟糕。


Acid House Kings - Heaven Knows I Miss Him Now





You never looked back*
You never dared


"Oh, please, do not remind me"


What if you were
and what if you cared?


"Oh, why would I?"


You're dancing the week away
You're fooling a few, maybe
But on a bus down memory lane
You cannot help but cry


Heaven knows I miss him now
Heaven knows I'm coming back
Heaven knows I'm a sea inside
just like a heart attack
But I never, no never
did wrong
Heavens knows I miss him now


I can see the reason why you would


"Oh well, it's not that often"


Let me tell you when and how


"Oh, and do you?"


On weekdays you feel okay
On Fridays you stay up late
Sundays when you wake at home
you cannot help but cry


Heaven knows I miss him now
Heaven knows I'm coming back
Heaven knows I'm a sea inside
just like a heart attack
But I never, no never
did wrong
Heaven knows I miss him now


The memories will haunt you to the end
You'll listen to your love songs from back then
Music sounds better with him
Music sounds better


Heaven knows I miss him now
Heaven knows I'm coming back
Heaven knows I'm a sea inside
just like a heart attack
But I never, no never
did wrong
Heaven knows I miss him now

Restons Amis

je me sens a la maison quand je parle français:)
la france me manque trop.... quand je pourrai y retourner? huh?
sérieusement j'aime beaucoup la langue française, la culture française.....
le paysage, la musique, le climat, les gens, l'air, la cuisine.......les bonbons:P


trop envie d'y aller! Pont-a-mousson, Metz, Nancy, Strasbourg, et Paris peut-etre :)




Grégory Lemarchal - Restons Amis





嚇死人的有中文字幕，翻的很好:)


聽到這首歌，總是那麼想念maddie，好想抱抱你，一下子三年就要過去了，回想過去曾經一同經歷過的美好，想念你，想念你，想念你，想念你，想念你，想念你。
雖然現在這麼說為時已晚，但我好想跟你一起在公園裡吃全法國最美味的三明治。
bisoux

je pars

在我離開之前，可以當我的花朵嗎？

Admiral Radley - I Left U Cuz I Luft You





I left you
'Cause I loved you
Road signs shot to hell
In the night


I left you
'Cause I loved you
Our chariot sits busted and stuck
In your (song?)


I left you
'Cause I loved you
Little tree you're too young
To put that makeup on


Yeah I left you
'Cause I loved you
Now dumb echoes drown out the sounds
Of love


So I left you
So I left you
So I left you
So I left you
So I left you

沒有錯

從那時候開始，我就知道這將會是很漫長的路。對於留戀沒有什麼特別喜好，但是卻意外的以弱點的形式留在我身上。好討厭這種感覺，為什麼要等自己做了蠢事再後悔。
如果喜歡的人喜歡我，我也喜歡喜歡我的人。每個故事要是都這麼輕鬆簡單就好了，偏偏我愛踩地雷，一次一次的把自己推向困境。
喜歡你讓我好開心，但也讓我好痛苦。所以還是決定一個人聽club 8，一個人輕鬆舞步。是時候忘記了。






Girls - Heartbreaker





When I look in the mirror I'm not as young as I used to be
I'm not quite as beautiful as when you were next to me
And all the times that I've tried to go to see if you might be there
I will never get over you, I still got a lock of your hair


Cause when I said that I loved you honey
I knew it from the very start
And when I said that I loved you honey
I knew that you would break my heart
But why


There's a voice in the back of my head that says you're always going to be alone
Go turn the tv on, turn off the telephone
Cause all the times that I've tried to go out and find somebody new
You make me wish you would just come back home

just don't look back :)

She and Him - Don't look back


迫不及待的想把他PO出來，zooey太可愛：）每次看到這種可愛的歌，除了從他們身上得到活力外，為絕望的自己感到可恥，可能有時候就是要這樣改變一下生活態度，Don't look back，這樣快樂才會長久吧。明天要比賽了，希望一切順利<3



She & Him - Don't Look Back from Merge Records on Vimeo.




Orpheus melted the heart of Persephone,but I never had yours
I followed you back to the end of the path, but I never found the door
And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work but you can’t let go
Oh, oh but you have to know
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
Quietly took to the dark of the day and the hiss of the summer night
The heat of the breeze was a cell block wall and when I looked you were out of sight
And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work but you can’t let go
Oh, oh but you have to know
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work but you can’t let go
Oh, oh but you have to know
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just wan’t to know you’re there
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before
I don’t have to see you every day, but I just want to know you’re there
Don’t look back all you’ll ever get is the dust from the steps before

Angst

差點忘了我在你心裡一點份量也沒有，只會有衝動的代名詞跟我劃上等號。之後我又對號入座了，太好笑。臉書上面646個朋友，到底有多少是真心的。我猶豫很久，還是沒辦法像科隆女孩瀟灑的把他關掉，我不想失去的是那群可愛的人，但不想看到的人也同時存在。我膽小的怕被我刪掉的朋友，會發現我的絕情，把自己關的緊緊的，似乎能擁有更多的安全感。


再過幾天又是那個日子，什麼時候開始我竟然想把他當普通的日子來過，時間又跨了一步，我是不是也有在成長，什麼事情可以證明我在成長。希望能在那天前想到 :) 一年又過去了，可不想只是原地踏步。


我好想念柏林喔，一個人走在街上也不會感到害怕。




The Whitest Boy Alive - Rollercoaster Ride





It's better that I believe
That it's over,
Waiting everyday for a line,
For a sign from you.


It's a rollercoaster ride
Of emotion
Paralyzing me,
Paralyzing me.


It's better that we build
On the dreams in our own world,
Than a bridge in between the two
That could never hold our weight,
That could never hold our weight,
That could never hold our weight.